Day 12.

The Person Who Has Caused you The Most Pain

Dear you,

You know who you are and what you've done.

Ever since that one winter day in 6th grade at the Christmas party,

I have been traumatized and I will never forget what happened.

You know what you did.

You knew what you were doing.

If it weren't for that fat ass, you wouldn't have ended up like you were.

You said it was never going to happen again,

but you lied.

It happened again, but you weren't woozy, you were angry.

So angry you broke a window that still needs to be fixed today.

And then you apologized again, but

you lied again.

And then it happened again for the next couple of years and so forth.

This year, was one of the worst.

It was Kit's birthday and you drank too much,

you made Kit cry and get angry, and you thought it was funny.

You got him mad so he said a couple of mean words and I backed him up on it because that was how you were really acting.

Later after lunch, you almost did something so horrendous that I don't even want to picture or describe what you did.

All Kit and I did on that day of love, was cry and cry and cry.

I know you love us and I love you too,

but you need to make better decisions in life because you have caused my brothers and I a lot of pain and bad memories.

I want to get rid of these memories, but I can't and I never will.

I want you to stop this madness before you need some serious help.

So far, it hasn't been that bad, but if any situation like the ones that occured before, ever happen again,

I must just runaway and never come back.

Love Always,

-Nikki