Yesterday,
while scrolling through my news feed,
I saw that quite a few people were writing on one of my best friend's wall saying that they loved her and that they're there for her and things like that.
I got curious and scared at the same time. I wanted to know what happened.
I didn't see my friend in school today so I got worried.
I texted one of my friends that is friends with his sister.
When I first read the text, I had to re-read it. I really couldn't believe it.
My best friend's father passed away.
I was so confused. I thought he had a sudden death, but apparently he had cancer and he was in one of the last stages.
My friend never talked about his father.
To be honest, my friend never talked about anything personal. He would just always make me laugh and smile.
Everything just seemed to make sense by then.
I'm guessing the reason why he started telling more jokes and being more funny was because he was trying to hide his emotions, and he did it quite well.
I just wish he wasn't so shy. He's one of the only friends that I don't know much about.
I want to send him a message, a call, a card, anything, but I don't know how he would react to it.
I just feel terrible and I want to do something, but I can't.
I just want to be there for him.
-Nikki
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